Just a little while...

For a little while, I've been pampering myself.
Letting my emotions flow without any restrictions.
For a little while, I've been over the border.
Setting myself free to do whatever I want to do.

Now that I've found the reason why bitter comes along.
Anything, good, bad, or neutral, should not be done towards the extreme ends.
Either way, it'll counter whatever good it brings.

Love, when overdose, is an addiction.
It is a poisonous drug that one could not resist.
Or as some calls it, an incurable disease.

Take a small step at one time and don't go too fast.
Just like dancing waltz in a slow tempo,
Beat by beat, step by step.
Follow the flow and don't go beyond or against it,
And that's how things should be. =)

I forgive u...=P

Was thinking of my blog title a while ago and suddenly his blog flash through my mind..so erm...Jade, i forgive u =P...

Well, this is the bottle with sand inside that he gave me yesterday for our 100th day ^^. He asked what I want before this and I said a car and a house so when it turned out to be sand @@ it's undeniably quite disappointing xPP Nah...juz joking! Thanx dear for that little surprise hehe...=D love that bottle and it's quite special indeed. He told me before our CNY break that it'll be our last day on our 100th...now see what u did? u juz broke the plan...haih...today is 101 and i had alr too much of u=P but I still want more ^o^ (e.g torturing you, hitting you etc...=P)

This guy...he might not be the guy with all the best criteria I hope to have in my ideal guy (like tall, guai, clever...and the list goes on xP) but he certainly is the one who can make me feel at ease to be with and perhaps one that I want to be with for a long time.<3 Sometimes, it's not that I love to be jealous so much...It's just that he's that type of friendly guy that easily get close to people and for that, it just doesn't feel "safe" when he's with other girls. >.< But of course Jade, I'll try to trust u as much as I can =) (I said TRY..so no guarantee I can =PP)

Next Tuesday is socio test TT and i haven't even finish a chapter so apparently i'm gonna have to rush through things on today and monday. I hate test!! I want to sleep and eat all time!! keke..=P Gosh what a lazy pig I am @@ Hmm..hopefully tomorrow's trip to old folks home will be short and sweet =) then i'll be able to study more at the night...and one more thing to cry for, I havent have my stats assignment done, which was also due on tuesday...haiz...good luck to me, mE, ME! Hehe..Quoting what my socio lecturer Mr. Borges always like to say "Me, me, me!" He really sounds cute when he said tat. lol.

Idle life...

These days, it seems pretty often that I'm in front of my computer, either watching movie, reading some articles or just doing something over facebook and writing blogs. Idle life, is this what it's like? The free time that I've yearn for long, when it has finally came, what should I do with it? I have not exactly give it a thought. So, this is what it is like.

Not special...but important...

Promenade along the blue beaches,
Listening to the sound of the waves,
Infatuated by the beauty of the great blue sky,
Lying on the bed of sand you rest...

Life, as people have always said, is short. Death, as it has always seem to be, is one thing that most people are afraid of. "It's not something special, sooner or later, one still has to die; however, it is something very important to each individual." Yesterday when I was watching the movie "The Accuracy of Death", this line has particularly grabbed my attention. True enough, death is not special, given that everyone has to go through it no matter what; yet, it is of significant meaning to each of us. How and when we die are especially crucial to us. If we are to die when we have unfinished business, it would be no doubt that we might remain in this realm when we are reborn in our next life due to our attachment to those things. If we are to die in a good and peaceful way, it would be great as we might have higher opportunity to remain calm at the moment when we left this world and choose the right path to go for our next life. Anyways, it's not always up to us how we will leave this world one day. Most of us might just be mannequins of our destiny or karma at the end of our life. Thus, what matter the most is to live a life well and live it without regrets.

At the beginning of this year, one of my lecturers, Dr. Renuka met an accident and her husband and son passed away while she was under critical condition. For a few weeks, she was announced brain death and was living under the life support. It was only yesterday that she passed away naturally in the hospital. To our respected lecturer, may she rest in peace. You'll always remain in our memory...